站在小花旁的小草

Halo…thanks for reading this , for your information today is 21st of September 2008 , 8.55 am , yah , I haven sleep , from midnight im trying to solve my guitar input jack problem , finally , I did everything but its still the same , means that , I have to send it to guitar shop to for repairing . damn … since when , sometimes I will go to my chat logs and see what I said to u , and what u said to me ( sorry for bad english , will improve soon by asking Edwin to teach me )
我常见你笑，开心的，当然不是因为我。我又见你笑了，以我自做聪明的个性，你的是那种，充满无限希望的笑。因为我也有笑过，也是那种，充满无限希望的笑，感觉甜甜的，满怀希望，对吗？你告诉过我，我永远都打不开重金属的铁门。因为，那支钥匙。落入了别人手里，用砰用闯用钻，都打不开。只是，当我尝试了我所可以做的，在我内心深处，还是一个问号 ：我究竟为了什么？。人有很多种，可以猜得到的，有些人偏爱困难的，辛苦心酸的东西。对，那就是我。。。
Yann, told u im having guy’s period yesterday and told u something … like , kids not listen to what I say , no money for better guitar those stuffs … its funny man , cant believe u believe to what I said …maybe we are drunk..yah man we drink much that day , I always wan a better stuffs like high end guitars and 20++ guitar effect pedals although I suck at playing guitar and sad cause I don have money for those gears, that will never ever make me sad dude… i just drunk and talk some shits to u , yah u still right cause I also consider myself as a geargeek , a guy who have never ending “nafsu” to buy things … like I said before different people got different thinking , and handphone also… just buying those gears make me happy ,and I just take it as one of my interest la… im still satisfying with my gear now if im able to upgrade ( money issue )..sure I will go for it …damn man it just so nice…maybe im still finding myself , a bit late for a 20 years old guy cause those finding myself “condition” ß is this word suitable ? only happen to those teenagers … don know much cause I it from books too.
很多人，爬山是为了到山上，好让心里有一种征服的感觉。。。却忘了，在爬山的时候，路边的一花一草，山下的风景，可能才是自己所想要追求的。。。到了下山时，为时已晚。。。太阳都下山了，既然为时已晚。。。那就。。。你回答我吧。。。那又怎样？大不了，在爬过。。。？命有一条，爬几次都没问题吧，只是，可能他已改了爱好习惯，去海边…? 错过的会回来吗？答案因人而异。。。
只希望，手里拿着钥匙的人，会把锁打开，珍惜
好让，你那充满期待，甜甜的感觉，能够有些回音